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MY LITTLE SPIRITUAL TRIP

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Hey Ninjas,  SONG PICK : BUY A HEART BY Nicki Minaj and Meek Mill . I am here again in a sorry attempt to turn this into a two-day writing streak, and hopefully, it will get my creative writing juices flowing. I called it a sorry attempt because I have not come up with a topic to write about, so I am just here to ramble on about the things I have been up to while I have been away. I changed the font there for a moment, but I assure you it will only be a temporary fix unless I fall in love with the new font. Then well, in that case, I  would like to welcome you all to a new era:) (just kidding, I hope) Anyway, while I was away, sometime in mid-last year, I decided to embark on a spiritual journey. It was not necessarily the type of spiritual journey my mother would recommend, but I know that it was both a journey and spiritual for me nonetheless. During this journey, the whole purpose of it was to gain back control of my life. For a moment, it felt like it was spiraling out of control.
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MY sneaky RETURN

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 Hey,  I do not think I know how to start here anymore. It has been quite a long time since I wrote from my self accustomed safe place. I would admit there is a melanchonious vibe to this whole post or should I say nostalgia. ( I am not sure melanchonious is even a word, but I do hope you all understand what I am getting at) I had no plans to write here today, absolutely no plans at all, yet here I am.  I had just decided to turn on my laptop, and maybe write a new chapter for my book which I have been haphazardly working on lately, if I am being entirely honest. (I have kind of been feeling strange lately ) Just while I was surfing through the net, I somehow managed to find myself here. I saw the last time I made a post was on my birthday last year. I also saw that I had made an apology post before that about how I would be more consistent here, but typing this now with Finding hope serenading the air around me talking about how he wished he was more than friends, I realize that I hav
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Always Here

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Theme song Hey guys🥺 Just click on the song link and read✨ But if the link doesn’t work for you, the theme song for today is : “Stupid deep” by Jon Bellion. Today I met your daughter, Again. I couldn’t help thinking how everything was different now from the last time. And the last time wasn’t even that long ago. You wanted her to have everything that life offers,only at it’s best. You wanted to be present for her every firsts, both good and bad. Doesn’t it feel strange to you now that you can’t personally do anything to shape her life, after all the plans you made. I can tell you now that she will be a  remarkable kid and an even wonderful adult, but I’m sure you knew that already. I could tell you I will try to look after her for you, but I’m only human. You didn’t know me prior to this moment, and I’m sure your family will find it strange if I suddenly butt into their quiet lives. Isn’t it sobering to realize that you can’t be here to guide her the way you had i
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Why We shouldn’t all be feminist 😅

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click here🎶🎵🎵 Hi people, I hope this post reaches you well😅 Before I continue with what I have to say, I will like to clarify that I am actually a feminist. This article isn’t coming from a place of darkness and hatred that has become the home from which our 21st century feminist operate, but I’m hoping I bring a little light into that dark house we have chosen to call home. I do not understand why being a “supposed feminist” has to come with so much bitterness and an overly compulsive obsession to prove a point.  It is not  supposed to be a battle for women against the world and you do not have to bash and drag anyone who doesn’t see the world like you do ( unless of course the person is a misogynistic imp, then by all means do your thing).   I have never really been the normal overly enthusiastic feminist you would see today, probably because I have never had the reason to be aggressive about it.  I come from a family where even as the youngest of five kids and also female, my op
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The Disappearing Act

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Hello my darlings👀 Click here for theme song Once upon a time during the course of the year, i lost my way somewhere. I do not know at which point I lost it, all I know is that when I finally got ahold of myself, i was roaming through a landscape of a mental desert. A place where I had no ideas, thoughts or any form of inspiration.  For the first time in my life, I had not just an intellectual  dry patch but also a writer’s dry spell.  I had no idea of what to write and most importantly I had no abstract thought to fuel my writing. If you were thinking these happened for just a few days, then you have no idea what I’m talking about. It was a four months journey of just  simply existing and nothing else. I unintentionally detached myself from the world in entirety but for what reason, I had no idea.  I didn’t even have music to give me solace, just to tell you how serious my state of existing inertia was. It was like I watched the entire world through a safe distance, in a glass house
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The Evil In A Condescending Tone

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Heyyy Warriors 👀, Song pick: Born Tired - Jhené Aiko Audiomack Link P.S : I love this song,  or more like I love jhené Aiko, she always brings an effortless soothing vibes to her songs. Well we all know what a condescending tone means, so I'm not even going to go off on a definition spree. But if for an entirely reasonable reason you do not know😌, that's okay, either you look it up before you continue reading, or you stay closely with me while I write, I'm sure you will get the concept before I'm done here. Now when it comes to words, or more specifically when it comes to sensitivity to mean words I like to think of myself as thick skinned. Well given the family I come from, you just have to be that way. We were all given the privilege to adapt into armour wearing Word Ninjas, where the shield can ricochet shitty languages directed at us.( yea I come from a long line of great men and women, I'm sure you must have sensed it by now) . But here is the th
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A Magnet In Their Stars

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Hello My Stealth Ninjas ,  Song  Pick: Gang Gang  - Migos. Audiomack Link Let's talk about another form of humans dear to my heart. THE MAGNETS.  See this time, My mum brought these kind of humans to my attention and I can only wonder what made her come up with the concept of a human born with a magnetic star. The humans with the magnetic stars are those who you would say attracts attention or interests but most times more often than not, they do not want it. The operative word for these group is "effortlessness". When they walk into a room, all heads don't turn like the way you see in the movies, neither do jaws drop like when a hot chick or dude enters a room, nah its nothing like that. This time the aura is much more subtle, and the intrigue slowly spreads like it is contagious. The first person's interest is piqued, gradually and honestly quite slowly every one is suddenly smitten for an unknown reason. They are liked and most times adored by liter
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